my boyfriend is falling out of love with me. we’re in our twenties and he’s never had sex with anyone else. he says he loves but wants to try being single for a while to see if were meant to be together forever. i completely understand this…but it still breaks my heart. it hurts so badly, and i don’t want to let him go. i don’t think i’ll ever find someone like him and i don’t want to loose that. it makes me hate myself like i did something wrong. i feel lost and sad and empty. i can’t eat or sleep or do my homework.
i think if i was more beautiful, more skinny, more happy then he wouldn’t want to leave me….but deep down i know it’s just wishful thinking. he’s slipping through my fingers and i don’t want to let go. i’m scared and so so sad.
just relax and have fun while you guys are on a break! remember, if it was meant to be, you guys will get back together